"...once our eyes are opened, we can't pretend we don't know what to do. God, who weighs our hearts and keeps our souls, knows that we know, and holds us responsible to act."
Proverbs 24:12

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

Another IP Meal

Southwest Brown Rice and Lentil Instant Pot Stew

 

Ingredients

  • 1 onion finely chopped
  • 1 red bell pepper finely chopped
  • 1 yellow pepper finely chopped
  • 5-8 garlic cloves minced
  • 1 1/2 cup brown rice
  • 1 1/2 cup brown lentils
  • 5 cups vegetable broth
  • 1 can crushed tomatoes 28 oz.
  • 1 can diced green chilies 4 oz (I used hot peppers I had canned).
  • 4 Tbsp taco seasoning
  • 4 tsp dried oregano
  • 2 tsp sea salt
  • 1 tsp Black pepper
  • 2 cups shredded cheese I prefer mozzarella and sharp cheddar
  •  chopped fresh cilantro, sour cream and hot sauce for topping

Instructions

  1. Add all ingredients, except cheese and cilantro, to your Instant Pot. Set to manual and cook on high pressure for 15 minutes. Allow pressure to naturally release for 15 minutes then release remaining pressure. 
  2. Serve in bowls
  3. Sprinkle with cilantro and cheese and enjoy!  Feel free to add sour cream and/or hot sauce to taste

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

Gluten free Instant Pot Apple Crisp



I got an instant pot for Christmas, and have had an odd fear of not knowing what to do with the pot so it sat in it’s box until yesterday.  I love to cook by adapting to recopies, not measuring and going by texture or smell.  I wasn’t sure if the instant pot was going to be picky and blow up or not cook properly if I don’t follow certain rules...  However, I breathed in deeply and took it out from the box.  I did the initial water test (and will admit I hid in my living room, peeking around the corner afraid it might blow up) and than, after much Pinterest searching, decided to use up some unhappy apples in a delicious gluten free instant pot apple crisp.


Gluten Free Instant Pot Apple Crisp
(Adapted from http://www.lifemadefull.com/recipe/gluten-free-instant-pot-apple-crisp/)

Ingredients
  • 6 apples, sliced thinly (I used gala)
  • 2 tsp cinnamon
  • ¾  cup water
  • ½  cup melted butter (or gee)
  • ¼ cup melted coconut oil
  • 2 cups gluten free rolled oats
  • 1 ¼  cup 1:1 gluten free flour
  • ½- ¾  cup brown sugar

Instructions
  1. Put the sliced apple pieces in the bottom of the instant pot.  Add cinnamon and water, then stir to combine.
  2. Stir together the remaining ingredients and spread on top of mixture..  I pressed it so it wasn’t too crumbly once cooked.
  3. Secure the lid on the instant pot. Use the manual setting, and cook on high pressure for 8 minutes.
  4. Let pressure naturally release for 10 minutes, then turn the valve to vent. Let release the rest of the air, and then you can remove the lid, let cool for a few minutes, and eat!
Thoughts about the recipe:
-It looked a bit wet when I first opened the intant pot, but that seemed to absorb in as it sat. 
-We scooped the crisp and turned it upside down on our dish to let the caramelized apples cover it with sticky goodness.
-I’ll add cranberries, saskatoons or blueberries to the apples next time.
-I think I’ll try a bit of maple syrup next time in place of some or all of the sugar. 

Thursday, September 21, 2017

A moment to Breathe, day 9.

"For by one offering he has perfected forever those who are sanctified." ~Hebrews 10:14

In today's reading by Sarah Mae I was reminded that Jesus isn't waiting for me to have everything figured out and together.  He isn't waiting for me to say the right words or do something to earn my worth.  He's waiting for me to look to him Him and trust him.  It is in my deepest weakness and messes that I can grow and mature when I rely on Jesus strength. 

And right now, in the mess, He calls me loved, comforted, healed and victorious.  The Holy Spirit is at work in and through me.  I am not looking back at who I was or thought I was.  My failures, mistakes and the lies I believed don't hold me back.  Through the redeeming blood of Jesus I have been sanctified.  I am washed clean.  I am free.  And so I breathe it in.  My eyes are on Jesus and I never want to look away from the love in His gaze.



Day 5 of "A Moment To Breathe" made me pause. Our upcoming move to a new community has brought many emotions to the surface. Today a fear of mine was revealed and Jesus' truth was able to replace it. Our family is noisy and busy. In turn, my ducks aren't in a row and I feel I appear less than put together. Our community has have been part of our lives for 18 years. They've celebrated births and homecomings of our children. They've heard our kids laugh, tantrum, talk and yell. They've seen us parent through many situations, and yes, witnessed our less then wonderful reactions to our children as we parent... But it's safe here in the known, in the place where we are known and loved. And now we are leaving this to go to a place where we aren't known, where we don't know how our family will fit and where nobody knows about our everyday mess. I sat here thinking about this quite a while. I know we are being called to our next home to love our neighbors, to bless others in our home and to raise our family in a larger space and so I am choosing to put aside how I want others to see us. My identity and worth is not based on how well behaved (or noisy and wild) my kids are. It's not based on how watered and weeded my flowers are. It's not based on having my home decorated just right. I am a forgiven child of my heavenly father's. I am loved, chosen and victorious. I am also a work in progress, being shaped by my creator. I am called to love others to love Jesus. And, although my life isn't tidy and controlled, it is going to be lived by meeting and freely loving our new community. "For am I now trying to persuade people or God? Or am I striving to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ"-Galatians 1:10 #amomenttobreathe #documentlifesmoments #thesonisalwaysshining

Friday, September 8, 2017

Live Alive





I'm ready to live fully. The reheated coffee (that I'd originally made so carefully by roasting my own beans to the perfect darkness and then made in a clay jabana the traditional way that the Ethiopian founders of coffee make it) boiled over in the microwave. My throats burns and my sinuses throb but I know there is more to this day.  I eased my weary aching body into the hot-tub. And my sanctuary didn't fail me. I breathed in deeply, slowly and held my breath, my lungs open and full before releasing it and all that I was carrying. The demands of life, committees wanting members, the weariness from our cleaning-purging-fixing-buying-selling that has happened, the seasonal urge to can and forge for winter food for my family and the ever present question of what's for supper slips away. There is just me, sitting in the sunshine in my place, in peace. But yet there is more than just me- I allow myself to go deeper, to the things that matter and that are to many unknown and unseen. My thoughts turn to my Heavenly Father and the sunshine turns into a warm embrace from Him.  And I was swept away, to a place where I am whole, I am healed and I dance in praise and worship. I am left in awe of my God and His powerful love. Tears wash away the stress and the mess I make on my own.  And what I feel is more than having a silent house. It's more than the freedom of not having preschoolers to care for. It's more than anything this world offers. My heart is open and my hands release what they tightly held. His glory settled on me, making me come alive. The bigness of my life made minute compared to the wonder of Him.  I praise the One who loves me and created me. And I breath in, fully alive.

"I pray that he will use his glorious riches to make you strong. May his Holy Spirit give you his power deep down inside you. Then Christ will live in your hearts because you believe in him. And I pray that your love will have deep roots. I pray that it will have a strong foundation. May you have power together with all the Lord’s holy people to understand Christ’s love. May you know how wide and long and high and deep it is. And may you know his love, even though it can’t be known completely. Then you will be filled with everything God has for you." ~Ephesians 3:16-19

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Forgiveness



 "If you don't FORGIVE sins, what will you do with them?" -John 20:23.
 
Forgiveness. There are certain things and people that are easier to forgive, but the one who hurts us deeply or intentionally... Maybe it's not a struggle for you, but for me it's a daily battle to not hold onto other people's words or insults. It gets pretty heavy and messy when we hold onto what others have done or said to us. When we don't forgive, we can grow bitter, depression can set in, anxieties and grudges grow.  We are called to forgive everyone. And, when we do forgive and let go there is freedom. Healing doesn't happen in the mess of what is not forgiven. The verse before this says "Receive the Holy Spirit. If you forgive someone's sins, they are gone for good". And although forgiveness is often a journey for us to work through, the moment we do forgive, the sin is gone. It's not there. It doesn't define us.  And like the song below declares,

"You met me at the sinners table
I found You waiting by the well, unexpected
You are always there
Tracing all my steps"

And that is beautiful. It's not the work of you or me but is because of the redemption found in the cross.

Light up the way of Your heart
Move me like You do the mountains
Move me like You do the wind
And I'll chase Your voice through the dark
Fix my eyes on the unexpected
In the wonder of Your shadow step
So take another step
 
You met me at the sinners table
I found You waiting by the well, unexpected
You are always there
Tracing all my steps
 
Light up the way of Your heart
Move me like You do the mountains
Move me like You do the wind
And I'll chase Your voice through the dark
Fix my eyes on the unexpected
In the wonder of Your shadow step
So take another step
 
You never left the lost forsaken
Your mercy paves the road ahead, unexpected
You are always good
You are always good
 
Light up the way of Your heart
Move me like You do the mountains
Move me like You do the wind
And I'll chase Your voice through the dark
Fix my eyes on the unexpected
In the wonder of Your shadow step
And I won't be afraid
In every way, You never fail
So have Your way, here God
And I'll sing Your praise
Fix my heart to Yours
Ready for the unexpected
Ready for what You will do next
 
I can't explain Your heart
Or dare to trace-out all You are
But when I think about the road You took for love
I know Your grace will stay the path
 
Light up the way of Your heart
Move me like You do the mountains
Move me like You do the wind
And I'll chase Your voice through the dark
Fix my eyes on the unexpected
In the wonder of Your shadow step
And I won't be afraid
In every way, You never fail
So have Your way, here God
And I'll sing Your praise
Fix my heart to Yours
 
Ready for the unexpected
 
Ready for what You will do next
 
So take another step
 
Songwriters: Joel Houston / Michael Guy Chislett
Shadow Step lyrics © Capitol Christian Music Group

Friday, May 26, 2017

A Whispered Reminder



Overwhelmed.
Waiting for answers.
Daring to hope.
Longing for rest,
    for relief from the pain that rolls like waves, 
each deep and heavy,
The tears threaten to spill as the anxieties swell.
I don't look up expecting to find you there,
but you always are.
Like a whisper,
    you remind me that I am loved.  
I am yours. 
In the stillness
and the storms
it's always you.
It's your voice, 
    your love, 
You.
Rest in the unknown
Peace when the wind rages
and I don't know whose voice to listen for
An anchor, 
bringing me back 
binging me hope,
You restore.
You heal.
You strengthen while I wait.

 

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." – Philippians 4:4-7



Find you Here
-Ellie Holcomb
It's not the news that any of us hoped that we would hear
It's not the road we would have chosen, no
The only thing that we can see is darkness up ahead
But You're asking us to lay our worry down and sing a song instead

[Chorus]
And I didn't know I'd find You here
In the middle of my deepest fear, but
You are drawing near
You are overwhelming me, with peace

So I'll lift my voice and sing
You're gonna carry us through everything
You are drawing near
You're overwhelming all my fears, with peace

[Verse 2]
You say that I should come to You with everything I need
You're asking me to thank you even when the pain is deep
You promise that You'll come and meet us on the road ahead
And no matter what the fear says, You give me a reason to be glad

[Chorus]
And I didn't know I'd find You here
In the middle of my deepest fear, but
You are drawing near
You are overwhelming me, with peace

So I'll lift my voice and sing
You're gonna carry me through everything
You are drawing near
You're overwhelming all my fear

[Bridge]
Here in the middle of the lonely night
Here in the middle of the losing fight, You're
Here in the middle of the deep regret
Here when the healing hasn't happened yet

Here in the middle of the desert place
Here in the middle when I cannot see Your face
Here in the middle with Your outstretched arms
You can see my pain and it breaks Your heart

[Chorus]
And I didn't know I'd find You here
In the middle of my deepest fear, but
You are drawing near
You are overwhelming me with, peace

So I'll lift my voice and sing
You're gonna carry me through everything
You are drawing near
You're overwhelming all my fear with peace

[Outro]
Rejoice, rejoice
Don't have to worry 'bout a single thing, 'cause
You are overwhelming me with, peace!

Don't have to worry 'bout a single thing
You're gonna carry us through everything
Overwhelming peace ...